I have dated a few really great girls but in the end decided that I was too selfish to start a really serious relationship. Maybe [...]]]> I have decided I am “un-dateable”. I broke up with “The Girl Who’s Name Starts with T” the other night. It really sucked because I really did like her a lot.

I have dated a few really great girls but in the end decided that I was too selfish to start a really serious relationship. Maybe I make up excuses but I always think about my kids too. I feel like it will be really weird for them to have some other woman (besides their mom) here at our house. It is extremely rare that I will bring a girl I am interested in around my kids because of this.

Like I said, maybe it’s because I am too selfish. I really like the fact that I don’t have to be on the phone every night with a girl, or listen to their problems (I have enough of my own). I also really like the fact that I can watch whatever I want to on T.V. and do whatever I want to whenever I want to, (with the exception of having the kids).

I guess I’m just going to keep it me and the kids and stop trying to find something that I don’t even know if I want.

She was supposed to come over last night but I wasn’t feeling well all day long. I cancelled her coming over and told her that [...]]]> I started seeing this girl. She is really beautiful and our personalities clicked really, really well. I even invited her over to meet my kids. Now I am having second thoughts.

She was supposed to come over last night but I wasn’t feeling well all day long. I cancelled her coming over and told her that I was not feeling well and that I was going to go to bed early. I didn’t think it was that big of deal.

When I woke up this morning there was a few text messages from her saying “I don’t know what I did”. “If you don’t like me any more just tell me to fuck off”. Stuff like that.

Like I said “I WAS NOT FELING WELL”! I went to bed early!!!

Maybe she is a little on the silly side. I cant stand it when people read into things that other people say.